Sunday, October 2, 2011

i don't know how

huh . i don't know how :(
i'm not very creative about all this ....

actually , sometimes
aku rse mcm x de bnde un ble aq jdi director for drama rumpelstilskin literature BI nntii ...
hmm , aku x layak kot utk handle sume nii
cre keje aq . hnye ble org bgi idea , aq akn edit or tmbh2 idea yg lgi bernas ...
aku bkn buah fikiran yg sepatutnye diperlukan

hurmm , aq rse either aishah or farah bole handle and jdi director for drama niie ... aduuuhh :( aku x tau mcm mne lgi nk buat ... aq rse , aq sndiri gagal utk membuat keputusan ,
bak kate aida , 'jgn pikir la perasaan org lain , if ko pikir that's right , u should decide it .. coz kau adalah director '
ade btol jugaa ckp aida .....

aq bkn jenis yg trus melulu . aq ttp akn jge prasaan dan hati org laen ...ssh sng diorg aq cbe fikirkn juga
actors utk drama ni ade lelaki , mereka yg laen ni jenis x bercmpur sgt ngn diorg , andd bile dh smpi ade keje mcm nii ... mcm2 kne pikirknn

yg diorg girls nii plan gi rumh syifa ary jumaat tu , pstu syifa x nk rmi bdk laki ade..... and actor lelaki un smpi 5 org . itu pun klo yg 5 tuu , mcm laa bole sgt nk tuju rumh syifa tuu .
yg boys nii mntk tmpt yg umum supaye sng ...
kt bngi ni , ape lgi yg umum . hnye taman tasik cempaka jelaa
and then , ade la plak slh sorg dri girls nii kate situ panas la , itu la ini laa ... huh -.- mcm2
tpi dia nk actor lelaki dtg time tuuh for training suare

yg minah ain tu plak .. blom aq decide pape trus khabar kn to all boy kate at ttc jumaat tuu
hmm , aq plak dh start pening kpale . aq dh ckp dh buat je kt rumh syifa . only girls je dtg , ble ade boys nnti kite buat kt ttc isnin tuu ... and minah tu plak tnpe pengetahuan aq , dy ckp kt bdk laki at ttc
ermm , start situu msing2 ade yg say yes ade say no !
aaarrgghh . msing2 buntu and just go with the flow .. keputusan nye : di ttc

ble dtg tuu , ade muke terpakse ade muke rela
aku plak muke blur , mls nk ungkit lgii !! i think i'm not usable anymore :(
sory friends , aq x reti dan x thu nk decide.. sng susah korg nk dtg for 'meeting' kite aq fikirkn .. pliz don't be selfish ... ingt la jugak org lainn . hurmm , tolong laa bg kerjasame . i hopefully for that

kadang2 , ayt diorg time ckp kt aq .. aq trase gak. i'm very sensitive person ....
kalau nk main2 time buat keje , buat lah main2 ... nk gelak2 time berlakon , buat laah sume tuu
kalau dh rse mls nk buat sume nii .. trus gagal kn jee ! aku tk kesah laa .
anyway , aq rse aq bkn bg apepon for support drama nii
aq x rse aq ni director , for handle sume nii .. aq hnye pelajar biase jugak . k ? bye ..